another one of those days...

hey Jenn

2006-02-11T07:26:00.000-08:00

Hey I know you'll read this so it's pointless to log out and send to your email when you'll get it here. Just wanted to know about you last appt. you didn't post lately and your due tomorrow but judge by you haven't written latley maybe you already had the lil one.

well I thought

2006-02-11T06:46:00.000-08:00

Well I thought I was getting out my shop Chief asked me about my chit that I was supose to route so not to feel guilty after all the running around he did to get it were i could go on deployment I'm going to go now. But I guess it could be a good thing one I can pay off my car and 2 it's not like I'm going to the boat. I'll be land based so Alex can take a mac flight and come visit.
His father and I went house hunting and the price of houses are crazy and that 1300+ payment a month plus all other bills I don't think we can afford so I'll stay we'll find a house closer to our lease expiring and when I go on deployment The car payments will be gone, so no worries and I don't have to stress a fastr shitty job. Another bonus is I have time for more school this way. with the Navy paying for it.

I FINALLY DECIDED

2006-02-06T20:59:00.000-08:00

WELL AFTER LOST OF GOING BACK AND FORTH I DECIDED TO GET OF THE NAVY IN SEPT. I WANTED TO EXTEND FOR MY NEXT DEPLOYMENT BUT AFTER MUCH DISCUSSION WITH ALEX AND THE BIGGEST DECISION MAKER (A FLIPPED COIN) MAKING MY DECISION FOR ME. IN 8 MO I QUIT!! ALEX WANTS ME TO STAY AT HOME BUT I DON'T SEE THAT HAPPENING MAYBE FOR A MONTH OR SO DEPENDING IF I'M KNOCKED UP AT THAT TIME OR NOT. (ALEX WANTS ANOTHER KID BAD) BUT AFTER I MISCARRIED IN SEPT 05 I'M KINDA SCARED TO GET PREGNANT AGAIN. WELL ANYWAY I GUESS I'M GOING TO GO TO BED NOW. AND JEN THIS IS 2 IN 3 DAYS NOT BAD HUH

gee Jen

2006-02-04T17:31:00.000-08:00

Well sorry so sorry really Jennifer- I haven't written but I don't have time hell if i have any less then 150 emails in my in box at one time i need to write it on the calendar-well if I could remember to or had the time to. As far a you naughty naughty hacker hey remember I am a blonde and a blonde with no time therefore I have to keep it simple when it comes to password/usernames. we should feel happy and proud though because you must know me quit well in order to be able to figure it out I'm willing to be ALex(my hubby) wouldn't have been able to do it more or less any of my other friends. But, I hope you feel better that I took the time to write now. Before bed. But then again the only reason why is the hubby and kid are away. OH YEAH- and must be nice to have the time to sit and hack hahaha but I still love ya.!!!! Also the really sad part is if it wasn't for me being so predictable I wouldn't have remembered how to get in myself very sad huh. I guess I could have called you though ?

My Name Is Sarah and I Never Write In My Blog

2006-01-20T17:19:00.000-08:00

And I am so predictable that my friend was able to hack into my blogger account!!

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe I even wasted my time

2005-06-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

Well I figured I'd be nice and go see my grandmother on Sunday. So seeing we got our new truck I figured we take it down so my brother could see it in stuff, give my second dad his father's day present and see my grandmother. Well that was interesting!!!! We picked up my brother so he could over with us. We got there my grandmother said hi to me then loved on my daughter and my brother. Then she took Athena in the house. Mean while my hubby was still outside talking to my uncle and cousin. After we where there about 15-20 min. she was properly introduced to Alex. Other then that the rest of the 1.5 hrs we where there she talked about my brother and cooking for him and cleaning his house, when they could get together for lunch, blah, blah blah.!!! HellOOOOOOOO- Alex and I just drove 1.5 hrs one way so she could see him and the baby and my brother who lives 5 miles away is the center of the world. Is that fucked up or what especially when everyone was like you need to go see her she wants to see ya'll. Hell it didn't seem to important to me by putting us back burner to my brother. But oh well I guess it's really a blessing in disguise because with this in mind I know I don't have to worry about her visiting me and they won't even notice that I don't go down there.

Sorry its been so long

2005-06-18T13:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry all it took so long to update but it's been crazy since I've gotten home.

I got home from deployment on 7th of June (that night finally!!!!) I couldn't believe my lil' one had gotten so big while I was gone. Also Alex made me a bar for our alcohol it's gorgeous!! We went down to my parents the next day and saw them and Alex and I went and watched the Longest Yard. It was good.

I can't wait to go on leave we've been busting our asses at work when we should be relaxing.

I got a call from a friend and she's preg. I'm REALLY happy for her. I know it's prob a little scary due to circumstances but all in all I think it's great and she's with a great guy so I think everything will be fine and they'll be happy (well even more then they are -if that's possible).

As far as myself my parents came up yest. Telling me about my dads mom (she moved down to FL from NY and got here on Thur. The 16th. Mom was going on and on about how my grandmother couldn't wait to meet my husband -who I've been married to for over 2 yrs and she's never seen and my daughter. I told my mom "yes she can" Mom said "well I don't mean you have to go down this weekend but she wants to meet them" But I look at it this way I called her before I got married she couldn't make it (no big deal) then when I was preg with my child I got ahold of her 2-3 different times, then after having my daughter I talked to her. She got my number each time and address never tried to get ahold of me. Oh did I say I called her all those times. She came down to FL for my cousins wedding but could make it to mine and never came to visit me. Just a little geography lesson at the time she was in NY I was in VA and my cousin was in FL now which was closer. That's what I thought but oh well I don't really care. I just don't understand why everyone is like grandma is here you need to see her, she needs to see the baby. I say the hell with her I haven't seen he in over 6 yrs and the only contact we've had was because of me why should I cater to her when she never tries. Am I just being a total bitch or do I have a case here?

Well lets see a little about me

2005-06-04T03:11:00.000-07:00

I have never tried anything like this before but something new and different I guess. I only really started because of a friend who posts hers and told all of her friends to check here for updates. (good idea jenn!) Anyway so to respond to her I had to create my own. While it's here why not take advantage and rant and rave right?
Anyway a little about me I'm currently ending my deployment in Sicily! Finally get to go home and see my little girl and hubby (and yes Jenn I got your wine I promised) . As stated have a 13 month old girl and a second child/ husband (depends on what he's doing is which category he falls under) We have animals and enjoy them from cat to dog to ferrets and rabbit. We have what seems to be a farm -well actually I guess it would be more of a petting zoo.

I have this title for my blog for a very simple reason. Nobody really writes on a good day mostly just use it to write to vent on bad ones. It always seems more bad ones then good so "another one of those days" seems like a perfect fit. I guess that's it for now I have to go explore the new blog world (well new to me)